her

i wish i could force my self to see logic be hind this but i ignore it in hope off a better way the truth is in front off me but i don't care i hurt myself more and more every day. in hope of something but this is the real world i cant hang my head low any more once i hit that stage tonight for that short time every thing will be okay

yep

I have been spending a lot of time with this lady and im having a great time i love being around her we are friends we are having fun i get to love on her and its getting kinda weird cuz i think im starting to love her and i know im not ready to date any one and i know she wont either im going to keep things going i just don't want to lose her at all as a friend as a lover any thing i sometimes think that she is the girl i could be with forever i need to just keep things slow and step by step cuz im having a great time .

Memorial Day

show this friday in dayton

first

well this is my first post ......

i wish to share the way i feel about every thing in my life. my name is john brown i was born march 16th 1989 in dayton ohio mother rose Morris father gary bush (step dad) my reall father left when i was 5 i dont have much to say about him ... i have been straight edge for over 6 years i play guitar i love music more then any thing in my life my bands name is Grim State...... this a bad time in my life every hit me at once i lost my job car long time girl friend all with in a few weeks i have new people in my life that care for a lot .. over all i have a great time i get into so much shi9t with my friends like blowing shit up riding 4 wheelers playing basket ball i go to the shooting range weekly and rage with my friends..... well il keep this short just wanted to run over some things be for i start ranting .........