her

i wish i could force my self to see logic be hind this but i ignore it in hope off a better way the truth is in front off me but i don't care i hurt myself more and more every day. in hope of something but this is the real world i cant hang my head low any more once i hit that stage tonight for that short time every thing will be okay

yep

I have been spending a lot of time with this lady and im having a great time i love being around her we are friends we are having fun i get to love on her and its getting kinda weird cuz i think im starting to love her and i know im not ready to date any one and i know she wont either im going to keep things going i just don't want to lose her at all as a friend as a lover any thing i sometimes think that she is the girl i could be with forever i need to just keep things slow and step by step cuz im having a great time .

Memorial Day